sometimes , i feel uncomfortable staying in the environment , i mean friends .. Not the close one , just an ordinary one .. they don't know me well , anyway i dont know myself well . my close friends know me quite well but not my secret AT ALL , ya . perhaps i am the ordinary , traditional type of cancer ... i 'quite' believe in horoscope . i saw something bout my horoscope the other day , the thing said the cancer like to know bout others secret but they wont let others know theirs . Their emotion go up n down easily . that's me ! i can laugh with you this minute andthe next minute , i can not even talk to anyone and just be there quietly ... sometimes i ask myself , WHY ? is that the people have done something wrong or what to make me not talking with them ? NO !! that's just me n myself ... my own problem ! actually i dont have any problem .. what a crazy girl ...however i have a happy life until today ... i seldom cry except the only movie , acted by richie ren n cecelia cheung .. actually i dont really love that movie but really TOUCH ... i only dare to watch once , i dont wanna cry ! the next time i cry & i remember quite well , is 3 years before .. that is my little secrte .. anyway , i cried .. not long , just bout half and hour ... but after the movie , i started to cry when i watch something touch in the TV show ... triumph in the skies .. point of no return .. bla bla bla ... even a comedy , i cry .. not really crying , juz my tears drop and it is out of control .. really not long ... not more than half a quarter . anyway , i enjoy my happy life , and about the bunch of ordinary friends , i don;t really care actually . as one of my friends said , they are just playing a minor character in my life .. yuen yee m keep ur happy life up ... by the way , i love my character ... i am a quite childish one .. but as one of my friends said , again ... now is the only chance for me to be childish , when i am 20 something i wont have the chance anymore .. haha .. i still remember .. rock on YUEN YEE ...

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my desired happiness [ second version ]

i think my wishes n my dreams are not that few .. hehe ..
after 48 hours .. i have come out with something i really WANT .. sound strange ? ha , i don't think so ...
again , my wish list [ the great one ] ::
* really , this year is exam year .. all the best , everyone ( see , i m not selfish )
* to meet yan zi .. really ..
* yan zi 's album ( August .. waiting for u )
* yan zi's concert ( September .. who wanna join me .. haha .. just tell me , BUT pay yourselves !! )
* meeting with my cousin .. miss him a lot .. wish him all the best in spm oso
* meeting with my cousin , again ...but this one is a girl .. how the best in your work
* find the song that i want .. for my bloggie .. but i cant get it .. too bad
* actually i love my life in secondary .. let me see .. after this , if i do not study form 6 , i wont hav chance to stick with my clovers .. really love the kind of life .. sukiday_o .. >"<

my desired happiness

isn't that we should have some great experiences in our lifes ? perhaps once .. i don't know what is considered great and what is not .. hermm . .so stupid .. perhaps the word great experience has different meaning for different people .. someone will think that having a great meal is great enough ; someone will think that having a great girl friend / boy friend is great enough ; someone will think that winning the first prize in the lottery is great enough ; someone doesn't need anything , a great health is enough ... so what should i have for my great experience ? .. hermm ..
my desired happiness' list :
1)to sleep the whole day
2)to sing K everyday in karaoke
3)ice-skating ..
4)my love - sushi
5)my whole - tiramisu
6)to meet yan zi
7)to join zhan yang - the camp
8)all the things can come true...***
but now .. the thing is ..if my bloggie can work normally .. looks cutie .. that's my desired happiness ..