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Excuse me but can I be you for a while
My dog won't bite if you sit real still
I got the Anti-Christ in the kitchen yellin' at me again
Yeah I can hear that
Been saved again by the garbage truck
I got something to say you know but nothing comes
Yes I know what you think of me you never shut up
Yeah I can hear that
But what if I'm a mermaid
In these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I don't care
Cause sometimes I said sometimes
I hear my voice and it's been here
silent all these years
So you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts
What's so amazing about really deep thoughts
Boy you best pray that I bleed real soon
How's that thought for you
My scream got lost in a paper cup
You think there's a heaven where some screams have gone
I got 25 bucks and a cracker do you think it's enough
To get us there
But what if I'm a mermaid
In these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I don't care
Cause sometimes I said sometimes
I hear my voice and it's been here
silent all these..
Years go by will I still be waiting
For somebody else to understand
Years go by if I'm stripped of my beauty
And the orange clouds raining in my head
Years go by will I choke on my tears
Till finally there is nothing left
One more casualty
You know we're too easy easy easy
Well I love the way we communicate
Your eyes focus on my funny lip shape
Let's hear what you think of me now but baby don't look up
The sky is falling
Your mother shows up in a nasty dress
It's your turn now to stand where I stand
Everybody lookin' at you here take hold of my hand
Yeah I can hear them
But what if I'm a mermaid
In these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I don't care
Cause sometimes I said sometimes
I hear my voice I hear my voice I hear my voice
And it's been here
silent all these years
I've been here
silent all these years
Silent all these
Silent all these years ...

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Venus*

Goddess on the mountain top
Burning like a silver flame
A summit of beauty and love
And Venus was her name
She's got it，
Yea，Baby, she's got it
I'm your Venus，
I'm your fire and your desire
I'm your Venus，
I'm your fire and your desire
Her weapons were her crystal eyes
Making every man mad
Black as the dark night she was
Got what no-one else had

# venus * # yy

yuenyee's 15th March

what a special day ... however it is not my birthday , but my best friend's .. juz dunno y .. i m feeling more than happy .. juz very very happy .. haha . today , we went to sunway red box ( singing ) ... ermm .. how to say .. although not my birthday , i felt happy .. ya .. is that feeling .. perhaps i love singing .. juz PURE ... i love singing .. la la la .. but i went there with my other friends also , y i cant feel this that time .. hermm .. perhaps i love singing with my BEST friend .. haha .. how to express it .. my feeling now is juz like when the last night of ' zhan yang ' camp .. i din sleep that night .. with all my best friends .. ya .. that feeling .. i think i will sleep tonight because i m so tired .. haha again ..HAPPY BIRTHDAY ... i love this words .. haha ... feeling bored to carry on my journal .. juz dont hav that mood .. my friend juz told me something ... my happy mood .. dropped .. FoUR*leaf*clOver for u carm ... good day 15th march .. lucky oways ..

yuenyee's 14th March

so tired , i woke up 7 in the morning .. i went to school with my empty stomach ... hey so hungry .. but nvm la . actually i dont know i was going to school for what before that , but finally i get it ... i have to fail up all the contents in PAK room ( just a multimedia room in my school ) ... well , the process of failing was just more than difficult ... i dont like to do failing , but then , i MUST .. with the helping of another board member , i have finished my work in time ... thanx la .. but something unhappy happened ... one of the members had typed out the contents but it lost ... ya .. just lost .. felt sorry for her .. but nevermind ... i will call another person to type it out .. and promise , the person wont be you .. sorry ... after those failing & typing business , all the board members had a meeting .. too bad .. my partner , ying she will neither go for sport's day's duty nor the PPS course ... then , leave my alone ... haiz ... still hungry .. havent eaten anything yet .. finally .. i hunted something - the bread .. well , all of us took one each . although it didnt make us feelign really full , mr.hungry had gone ... i went to my friend's house then ... after that , i had my tuition & my cutie colleen je je .. she brought her cat in .. however one of the classmate is scared of cats so he hide here & there .. so funny .. i mean the scene .. haha .. tomorrow is sb's b'day ... wish her earlier here .. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO YOU !! .. dont forget my suprise .. haha.. this is my day .. bye day .. bye 14th march ... we will meet after 365 days ..

yuenyee's 13th March

YER .. I really want to repeat this word thousands n thousands times ... perhaps that is still not enough ... Today , I suppose to go to Sunway Piramid's Red Box with my friends , but it was cancelled .. grr ... YER .. really sad .. Anyway , it is now consider as PAST , so I can neither say anything nor do anything . Haha , but I feel happy because I will be going there on Tuesday ... GREAT .. !! My friend's birthday ... BUT the biggest problem occured .. I don't know what to buy her .. necklace ? earings ? bears ? ( perhaps only I will love it , for her , so CHILDISH !! ) album ? ( her bro will buy for her larr ) watch ? ( she had many ) what else ? haha
FoUR * leaf * clOver ... but where to get o . haiz .. so confuse ... P/z tell me what you want ... !!

FoUR*leaf*clOver ...

Do you know what is four leaf clover ? I
don't know why and don't know since when ? I fall in love with it .. I wish to have one or more but as I know there isn't any in my country ... I really want to have it .. It is nice , cute ... What is four leaf clover ? The four leaf clover is a universally accepted symbol of good luck with its origin ages old. According to legend, Eve carried a four leaf clover from the Garden of Eden. 'The clovers also occupied a position in the cultural life of early peoples. White clover (T. repens L.) in particular was held in high esteem by the early Celts of Wales as a charm against evil spirits.' Druids held the 4 leaf clover in high esteem and considered them a sign of luck. In 1620, Sir John Melton wrote: 'If a man walking in the fields find any four-leaved grass, he shall in a small while after find some good thing. The mystique of the four leaf clover continues today, since finding a real four leaf clover is still a rare occurrence and omen of good luck. I really love FOUR LEAF CLOVER ... "If you find a four-leaf clover, It will bring happiness; But don't tell Anyone Where you found The four-leaf clover, Or how many leaflets were on The four-leaf clover. How I wish to make you happy, Though I won't be able to see you. "

yuenyee's 12th March

hehe .. i felt that i live like a plain paper today ... juz too boring .. wake up - breakfast - bus - lunch - tuition - home - dinner - home - online.. actually why should we live in the same way everyday ... repeat n repeat ... The rhythm changed my view,mode panorama.My breathe felt interrupted and the temporal,lack of oxygen disengaged my logic.Moments later I felt free.My bounds and leaps moved me to greater lengths and heights.There was no gravity.The sky was vast and blue,and cloudless.The earth was boundless,wet and inviting.Suddenly a gust of wind wept me up,uo and up.I was pirouetting like an ice skater,the momentum spun me around and around and around.At that moment,I could not see clearly and yet there was no panic.I looked at the streaked painting before me.Blue,brown and light.It was beautiful...

yuenyee's 11th March

ermm .. feeling tired to say hurray but still i have to say so just because my first term exam is completely over ..HURRAY ! .. so happy to have a one-week break .. despite being short , it is better then don't have any ... well so sorry to myself that my holiday , all the 7 days ...FULL .. monday - going to skool for meeting .. tues - best fren's b'day ... wed - tuition + going out ... thurs - going somewhere around pj .... n finally fri - preparing for my journey to my dearest's house .. my popo .. sat+sun - staying in penang ... feeling lucky enough to have neither homework nor projects .. haha .. no .. perhaps projects yes.. i still haven finish my moral projectyet .. omg .. anyway , HAPPY HOLIDAY to myself ..